I know that I must be patient. I know that this too is a time for expanding who I am and what kind of mother I will be to Bennett. I've often caught myself saying, "he'll never arrive!" But I know that this is not true and he will arrive when he's  good and ready to. 
Speaking with a friend last evening, she gently reiterated the two truths to me, 1. Italian boys/men have be kicked out of their homes due to the fact that they are such momma's boys and 2. he's safe, taken care of and protected in every way right now and there will never be a time like this. 
I love you, Bennett. I cannot wait to gaze upon your beautiful face with amazed and tear-filled eyes. We have so many adventures ahead of us and so many miles to walk together.